fetish

2008-03-31T06:34:00.000-07:00

love only goes that far; it'll never cover the differences between two people . it'll never bridge the gap . it's time to stop trying .

2007-12-30T01:26:00.000-08:00

dangit . he found out . okaaaay my life is over . i don't feel like blogging anymore ]:

you, you got me thinking it'll be alright
you, you told me, come and take a look inside
you believe me; every single lie
i've failed you this time

&it feels like tonight
i can't believe i'm broken inside
can't you see there's nothing i would rather do
than try to make it up to you
&it feels like tonight; tonight

i was waiting for the day you'd come around
i was chasing; nothing was all i found
from the moment you came into my life
you showed me what's right

&it feels like tonight
i can't believe i'm broken inside
can't you see there's nothing i would rather do
than try to make it up to you
&it feels like tonight .

in these ever changing days
you're the one thing that remains
i could stay like this forever .

i tried&tried to let you know;
i love you but i'm letting go .
at least i'm trying to .
x/3 .

&IF MY HEART SHOULD SHATTER WATCHING YOU .

2007-12-15T02:30:00.001-08:00

I HAVE A NEW PHONE ~ SONY ERICSSON ! so hard to sms but it's UBER CHIO . omg . purple ...

weeeeeeeeee . hahaa :D i'm so happy . my dad got it for me on friday . then he only gave it to me at 10pm+ cuz he went to work from the old folks home . he got it around noon then called me to tell me he got it . then he was like . hey mich ! your phone works well ! and i was like . DAAAAAAD !!!! { cuz i wanted it } then he said hmm actually i'm free for 1 hour but i'm not going back to give it to you { my dad was in like tampines } so you'll have to wait until 11 when i get back . and i was exasperated . i was counting down for the longest time please . hahaha . but it's super hot ._.' omg . i can't take it . aNd . aNd . woOt it's hard to sms with -.-

my new number is : 93856924
my old number; 91915837; is going to my dad after 2 months .

{ BEWARE }
xx3michelle
;D

2007-12-10T06:58:00.000-08:00

8th { or 9th } Dec o7
Grandma's birthday partayye celebrated in advance

okaaay . this was like at night la . at some ocbc building on the 33rd or 34th floor . MY ENTIRE FAMILY SO MONEY FACE PLEASE ? start of the day : cousin 1 {oldest} talks about him giving tuition when he's free . he said he gets paid $65 an hour for teaching EXAM STRATEGIES . then it's like . omg . he teaches them how to throw their books out the window then 2 weeks before exams chiong study . that's what i do :\ but it doesn't really work well . maybe cuz ima full time slacker the rest of the year la . but wtheck . ANYWAY .. then he dad told him i do that . then he said BUT INDIVIDUAL RESULTS MAY VARY . so it's like so retarded please . then after a few courses my dad offered to take a picture of their family . like cousin 1 { "bryan" }&2 { FRANCIS } LOL, uncle, aunty and grandma . he took 4 . after that he was like . okay ! $65 per photo . or you can give her { me } 4 hours of tuition ! after that my grandma wanted to take photo with cousin 2 & cousin 3 { ben;another family } she stood behind them and started fondling with their faces . like stroking one's chin and stuff . the kinda thing you do to 4 year olds . the thing is, my cousins are like 20+ ? so it was kinda weird . ben super funny pls . cuz he's like stoner that kinda thing . then he said, " thank you mama " really sarcastically . so hilarious !

omg . you know why my 2nd cousin is called francis ? cuz he was having a tutorial at some hospital and came late . then my grandma kept asking about him { she's senile; severe STML } then one time she said, " ahh .. francis not coming ah ? " then i said, "who's francis ?" then ben's mum said, " i thought he {her hubby} was the only one who heard francis so i told him he was hallucinating . but you all also heard francis ? "

so then on we kept saying francis . to disturb her {grandma} and him {francis LOL} SO FUNNY PLEASE .

okay back to the grandma carassing my cousin's faces and making them look like fools . my dad gladly took the pics and we were all laughing our asses off . then he said, " ok $65 to delete 1 photo! "

gee, now i know why i'm so moneyface ! $_$ <- my face . hahaha . i love family dinners, really . 10th Dec o7 Outing w/ adeline daryl gerald char

today we went out . i only went cuz i wanted char to go out with me to cine to buy something and when i called her she was with them so i just tagged along . so extra please ! 2 couples . haha . then we went to watch fred claus . dam retarded please -.- like all the movies not nice to watch or NC16 M18 or R21 . sian . but it was quite entertaining la . abeet . anyhow then we went to fareast after eating lunch at 3 at some jap fast-food outlet at the cine basement . on the way to fareast daryl saw some friends so he went to talk to them . then we hid in 1 corner and he couldn't find us i guess . in the end we went to meet him there . he was kinda pissed i think . then in the meantime tau and anthonywee got really pissed cos we din ask them along . the whole thing wasn't planned la . like last night ? rah . and now they're both not talking to us . they think we threw them out of the clique . sian . 1 day only .. aiya also our fault . but nid react until like that meh . abit unreasonable right . now they won't even listen to us when we try to explain . dam stress la buitahan .

i should have stayed home then i won't be in this mess . rah .

then we went to vivo cuz gerald wanted to buy char her christmas pressie; elmooo from toysr'us . {that's like the reason why the 2 of them were going out in the first place} i got my present too . weee . 2 balls ! soccer balls . like furry and squishiee ! [: one's ... er . red and black . the other is green and something . oh well . then walk around la . but that thingy above kept bugging us . we were like discussing it for 2 hours on msn { ok i was only there for 15mins after mapling and took a really long time to read the darn thing }

still duno what to do . char tried to explain . ugh ! stressed .

okay i'm gonna go bathe then sleep, i guess .

2007-12-02T02:14:00.000-08:00

ACDDGMT <- perverts . except m . m is the best ever [: haha . omg la . they all so pervy . ahwee, gerald, daryl esp . tau's not that bad . [ deleted as requested _l_] let's see .. i got kicked out in the quarter finals for the frigging stepladder sheet . __ sark moi non-existant cock . no la kidding . aiya it's influence -.- zz . zomfg i lost to jerrychia by 1 frigging pin . but okay la i had 10pin handicap . i seriously bowled like SHIT that game . walao ! everyone's daoing my in maple ]: that's why i have retreated here to blog about the past events . adeline tau wee and i were playing bluff after the movie while gerald was at my pinball machine . then adeline put some card and i was like . BLUFF !! BLUFF !!!! but i din dare to open it . then i " NO FEAR !! " and opened it . seriously she was bluffing ! wee . xD then wee was like so happy . cuz i saved his ass . HEE OWES MEE A MEEEAL . [: adeline was like . YOU SAVE HIM FOR FUCK !?!?!?!?! YOU SAVE HIM FOR FUCK !!!?!?!!?!? haha . hilarious . i emo'd in 1 corner in the alley after i lost by 1 pin . i wanted to grow mushrooms but i din have and seeds or something . rhOarhh`s . okay i'm gonna go back to maple and see if they're still ignoring me ]: if they do .........................

-x/3-

x3michelle

2007-11-27T19:22:00.001-08:00

i should have worn my retainers from the beginning T_T now it's out of place and when i wear my retainers . the pain is instantaneous .

like .

wear -2secs later-
ACHEEEEEE .
pout . ]:

2007-11-27T17:52:00.001-08:00

went out with char tau daryl gerald again . to vivo . we were roaming around skypark after lunch and buying jellybeans . tau char and i went walking in the water . then daryl and gerald went to hide my shoe under my jacket [ didn't find out until later ] cuz i kicked water at them . poof . i got my skirt wet in the process . ugh ! i hate chitra . cheetra . whatever . freaking bangla . holidays you make us train until we got 2 bloody weeks w/o training and i'm not frigging allowed to dye my hair . bitch . scared you ? zomfg lah stupid bangla . who the hell wants to marry her . she has wrinkles equal to my 80 year old grandmother . and my grandmother's cute . not a GREAT PAIN IN THE ASS . faggot . ugly bitch . no future . pity her children . if she has any . she probably has to go rob a sperm bank . fugly bitch . __

racist joke !
Q. why did the indian die when she went for a facial ?
A. she asked for all her black heads to be removed !

HAHA that just brightened up my day . we went to rtc after roaming around vivo . daryl zao'd to go COE . taugay was so sad !!!! LOL kidding . ehe :D soo .. tau and gerald went to bowl . then they bet with these 2 old men [ one of which was a frigging sore loser and cheered whenever they got a split ] doubles . loser pay $2 or something like that . anyway char and i went to play arcade and eat . pig ! char = pp // piggy partner // perverted partner . -pervy eyes- HAHA we played some touch-screen machine game for the longest time . like 1 hour + . we spammed like $10 and didn't even get into the top ten ONCE . ugh . so irritating . ahwee owes me $10 . he owes chartan $10 who owes tau $10 who owes me $10 . therefore ahwee owes me $10 . stupid rich kid . change phone again right !! your phone alr so much nicer than everyones . give me your phone, ahwee ._.

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee .
ok nothing else :D

fuck chitra .

2007-11-23T06:40:00.000-08:00

i sat next to an eendyan on the mrt ride from harbourfront to dg . he got off like at outram park la so i didn't die . when he came in i str8 hold my breath and move as far away as possible la . then like . after 2 mins i thought to myself . maybe he doesn't smell as bad as most do . then i breathed through my nose . i SOOOO regretted doing that . stank like shit la . zomfg . as berlack as sheet as suhmehleee as sheet pls . zomfg . aaah . i wan die . lol . then aft that a murlayye came in . i swehhre God's angry at me for cursing so much the past few days . there are more reasons too

1. don't pray
2. swear
3. use name in vain very often
4. blame Him when things go wrong
5. lie
6. etc

ah . i'm such a sinful creature . REPENT ! >< sob . i feel so guilty ]: i even swore at God today . waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah ..

-depressed-
michelle
-pout-

2007-11-21T17:43:00.000-08:00

woohoooo i haven't blogged in forever cuz i've been camping at the bowling alley half the day for like 5 days alr ! woohoo . yesterday i was there for a record 12.5 hours . -pout- i played how many squads and i can't qualify !!!!! ugh . like 8 . 5 were 63-65 i got a freaking 400 series . and some gay 500 . ugh . - depressed- it's SOO EMBARASSING pls . no la actually i don't care . it's more embarassing when people see me play parapara . lol . but it's fun . RAH . i wonder when i'm going down today . my squad's at 2 and 3 . hmmm . aah i seriously hope i can qualify la . -depressed- after my squads i'm gonna play parapara . poof . if nobody's there . hehehe . I ONLY PLAY WITH MY CHAR ! LOL .

ahwee owes me $100 and has to play parapara with me .
ahwee please see this .
skinny ass .

my bro's playing soccer on th psp . he's really noisy :x HAHA at least he's using it . he hasn't used it for like 2 months ? ah .. nooooooo my fat percentage is 28.2% . woooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

DARNIT .

okay i'm going to stop blogging . i totally forgot what i wanted to blog about . gerald tan's a gay . he loves pink almost as much as i do . and he kissed anthonywee . i was gonna pay them $10 to french for a week . HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE oops a minute -.- typo . LOL FRENCH FOR A WEEK . gg . michaela's obsessed with her jelly d: her mood depends on him . and him alone . i think .. YAY MY HAIR'S GROWING LONGER ! LONGER ! LONGER ! i love thee beauteeful hair . woo . xD i'm so tarded . maple's so boring la . let's quit . after throwing away $45oo on it . LOL !!!!

i'm done .
michelle
auhsuhhme . [;

2007-11-18T16:50:00.001-08:00

yesterday i was camping at the bowling alley from 9am until like . 5pm . heh . i ponned church ]: i feel bad . God punished me by giving me a 11x on the first mq . and like 13x 14x on the second mq . -sigh- i tried to persevere . but failed . ehe . seriously . who gets 6 opens in a row ? -cries- sob . second mq i bowled with huierh and ONGJOMIN . ongjominongjominongjominongjomin . lol . anw iris and denise were 2 lanes to the left . so we were hanging around there before we were to proceed to our lanes . taugay went too . but i dno where she was :x ehehehe . we were like static-ing each other . with shoe cover on . denise taught us how . then we were like experimenting on each other . whenever i did it to someone i'd say ow not them HAHA so spastic . then once i couldn't so i kept poking taugay . she said ow cuz of my nail not the static d: so funny . kristel oh is like . zomfg la . and denise . when you standing still not doing anything they come behind you and knee the back of your knee . 1. it looks wrong 2. it kinda hurts and it totally makes your legs jelly-ish . then you have difficulty standing without falling over . poof . my leg hurts -pout- so i'm probably not gonna train today . but i have to go cuz my mum won't give me an mc :x waste of time pls ! bukit batok leh -.- simi ? diao . okay i don't have anything else to write about . except that this is a really long post about nothing at all . ehe ! i'm bowling with char tomorrow . i think qiaoer's coming too ! [: taugay too ! weee !

mg rox :D
LOVE THE MG FAMILY !
MG ! hArtTsx ;
michelle
LOL twit . zomfg . xD

2007-11-17T06:08:00.000-08:00

have you ever loved somebody so much it makes you cry
have you ever needed something so bad you can't sleep at night
have you ever tried to find the words but they don't come out right
have you ever
have you ever

have you ever been in love
been in love so bad
you would do anything
to make them understand

have you ever had someone
steal your heart away
you'd give anything
to make them feel the same

have you ever searched the words
to get you in their heart
but you don't know what to say
and you don't know where to start

have you ever found the one
you've dreamed of all your life
you'd do just about anything
just to look into their eyes

have you finally someone
you've given your heart to
only to find that one
won't give their heart to you

have you ever closed your eyes and dreamed that they were there
and all you can do is wait
for the day that they will care

what've i gotta to ..

omg depressing lyrics .
i'm uber confused now . -sigh-

x3michelle .
it's a subtle longing .

2007-11-14T22:12:00.000-08:00

today's training was so awesome la ! char, denise, jasmine and i were bowling in the same pair of lanes . then like we gossip like free . i mean without jasmine . she was too busy running off after she threw to qiaoer's and gail's lane to talk to them . she told us about her experience at some public bath in japan . everyone had to strip before going in ! i've had that experience before -.- oh the memory of thee saggy boobs . LOL . ok next .

-after gossiping for a really long time, jasmine decided to return to us-
me: hey welcome back . now you have to make up for lost time and throw 20 shots . start now !
-after 4 shots-
*pin 10 standing
char: if you don't spare this you + another 2 frames
jasmine didn't spare .
me: 16 more to go ! jiayou !

and it continued . until she got to 12 .
*pin 10 standing
me: if you don't spare this you + another 2 frames !!!
jasmine: -protests and doesn't spare-
me: ok ! 14 more !
jasmine: 12 la ! i tired already
me: you camp there for 30 mins never bowl we bowl like what you say you tired
denise: you wan talk at least talk with us right ( cuz we're on the same pair of lanes )

then those "don't spare +2" begun to apply to char and denise too . somehow i wasn't affected hehehe . cuz when i went they were too busy arguing on + how many and another thingy .

bim&bo= bimbo .
fury team = bimbo
1/2 = bim, 1/2 = bo
-initially-
char&denz: kyle patrick's so cute !!!
char: but i'm cuter
denz: -vomits&chokes and later explains to me what they were talking about-
denz to char: you're cuter minus the adorable part
char: no ! i'm adorable-er
me: -laugh&almost trips over myself- is there even such a word ?
char: ya i made it up

-BEGIN BIMBO-

denz: which one's the pretty part, which one's the stupid part ? [ refering to bim-bo ]
me: bim is pretty, bo is stupid . bim sounds more glam
denz: -points to herself&i- we're bim, char you're bo
me: -interrupts- and grace is bo .
char: no you're the stupid one
-continute...-
char: no, you're the bim
( that's what we've been saying from the beginning, char )

denz: okok you can be bim, we be bo . bo is the pretty one .
-continue...-

then i went for lunch at some random place . and i went home

-exit car-
mei: thunder is a loser !! [ thunder = male dog // tassie = female dog . everytime thunder jumps on her -with the intention of mating with her- she sits down ]
mum: help me hold my stuff -passes to me- -holds up tassie- good girl . go thunder !
-&the male dog humps her . disturbing sight, really . then he jumps off-
mum: he didn't get in?!
-tries about 2 times more, he still didn't get in-
me: her tail's in the way
mum: -holds tassie up and her tail too-
-&the male dog humps her and gets off again-

conclusion: my dog is a loser . loser . loser . if the survival of his species depended on him, border collies would go extinct . gg

waaahahahahaha . and it's a very disturbing sight, let me remind you .

x3michelle[:
LOL .

2007-11-10T21:42:00.000-08:00

indians .
i prefer afro-americans to indians . since their skin colour is the same and i'm not taking malays into the picture, their skin colour is not the reason for my discrimination .
the HAIR . omgwtfbbq . one bottle of coconut oil per day . zomfg . you see the shiny-ness alr wan die . then you go smell it . ZOMFG . die 2 times alr .

mum: you wait ah one day you start dating an indian
me: remind me i said this
mum: ok .
me: i'll think about it ( dating an indian ) then commit suicide .
mum: why you wan to commit suicide ?!
me: ok then i'll kill him .

HAHAHAHAHA [:[:

x3michelle

2007-11-10T15:48:00.000-08:00

on friday eva and lina came over . cuz i was lonely and they invited themselves over anyhow . char&shannen were there too [: we went to kenny rogers @ great world to eat . char and lina eat like barbarians T.T like dunno how to use knife lidat . seriously . they tear at it like . .. .. MEDIEVAL-TIMES PEOPLE . then eva gave them a lecture on why they should ask for the leg at the counter . HAHAHA . okay then we went to change at the toilet la cuz we were in bowling uni ... sooo .. we went to change luh . then on our way out we saw this little boy arnd 5 yrs old come in unaccompanied .. then he walked in and bent down and started peeking below the door in the toilet ! we burst out laughing and zao'd :D

to all ! THE BEE MOVIE TOTALLY ROCKS [:

yesterday me, meimei, mummeh and daddehh brought mamaa out to dinner at a shanghainese restaurant . she's so cute la ! she sat next to me . then she eating halfway look at my plate got all the fat there cuz i don't eat it .
mama: wah you cut off all the fat ! -amazed-
mum: ya she's very health conscious
-10seconds later-
mama: you still so fat .
me: that's so kind . you're totally thinking of my feelings .
me 1min later: i'm never gonna let you forget that .

then there was this topic on her and a conversation between the taxi driver
-the conver-
taxi driver: so how old are you ah, sorry i hope you don't mind me asking this question
mama: how old do you think i am ?
taxi driver: 55
mama: you better think i'm 50=
truth: she's like 8o+
-back at the restaurant cont'ing the topic-
mama: he must've wanted a big tip .
meimei: how old are you mama ?
mama: -ignores her question- but you must know how old i am ... shh ! -puts fingers to mouth-

another topic on teachers and how we tie our hair in school .
mama (to me with my hair let down): do your teachers allow you to walk around school like this
me: NO ?!
mama: good . cos if i was your teacher i'd take a scissors and chop it all off .
me: -moves hair from >> to << because she was sitting on my right- -gives a horrified expression that lasted for 2 mins-
mama: you think i cannot do your monkey faces ah ! -starts contorting her face and sticking her tongue out-

sometimes it's hard to believe she's really that old . they say you start off as a baby, then you become more mature . when you're old you're back to a baby . but she's so cute ! heeheehee

as stated above,
it's just a sick fetish[:
x3michelle